the nile
2009-08-04 6:51 p.m.
i feel sickkk.
no not metaphorically sick OF something or other, just physically uncomfortable and twitchy and fidgety.
ive been trying to dismiss it as nothing.
not in a noble, stoic, i-can-do-it-dont-worry-about-me-cough-cough sort of way but rather because its very likely to be wishful thinking. (and the twitchy and fidgety is quite normal anyway.)
what i wouldnt give to be sick right now and not have to go to school and just sleep my day away.
strangely enough i feel perpetually tired (well maybe its not so strange considering i only go to sleep after midnight everyday) but yet i cant claim to be furiously studying like everyone seems to be.
in fact im probably studying even LESS than usual.
probably because i know there is sooo much to do and i cant get started because once i do i'd probably realize how very behind i am and panic and pull out my hair and look stupid.
so yes, i am in The Nile.
and i think its a nice place to be in, really.
like how people say dont rest on your laurels.
what if a laurel is a nice place to rest in?
and the sky is a good place to build castles in.
haha what a load of crap.
