advanced level misery
2009-08-03 2:30 p.m.
i find it terribly sad that the only amusement i can find in my life now is watch condensation form on my straw.
and at home, try to reach the top of the stairs in the least number of strides possible.
(so far i have yet to surpass my own personal record of 4, if i were to take 3 steps at a time.)
yesterday i did volunteer work at xen for the first time in a million years and it felt so foreign.
(though it cant really be called volunteer work because half the time was spent slacking on the swing set with brenda after we'd cleared the junk out of it.)
not that i miss volunteer work - it isnt exactly the most fun activity in the world - but the very fact that i havent been doing volunteer work means 1) i dont take enough classes to need it 2) i dont go to xen enough.
which is so terribly sad because i dont think ive really danced properly at xen since the congress in JUNE.
because i've given up tuesday classes and yanqing is focusing on technique now in jazz (the one and only class i have left), which is fine and well except this new emphasis is taken at the expense of choreo, which has always been the highlight of the class for me.
but oh well, its still the most fun 2 hours of my entire week.
the ONLY fun 2 hours of my entire week.
because the rest of the fun has been sucked out of everything and now we're supposed to turn ourselves into lean mean studying machines for the remaining 3 months till a levels.
oh, just kill me now.
