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2009-12-06 11:07 p.m.
now that exams has ended its not exactly the big respite i was looking for.
if anything i have MORE to worry about!
what with wanting so much for dance and not having the money to get it (without major sacrifices in time and possibly sanity) and also with worrying about whether i will get into my one and only dream uni course and what i should be doing NOW to possibly enhance my chances of getting in which goes back to the not enough time concept.
there is so much i want to accomplish like improve in dance, get a really awesome resume, finish a side project and get into uni that really, 8 months doesnt seem like a very long time at all.
hence this mindmap.
and THEN i remember that i still have to do university applications which are so insanely obscenely complicated and i have yet to complete even one because SOME THINGS are always missing.
its really kind of sickening.
so i dont really get ppl who say that they dont have things to do now.
and i am NOT being antisocial by not involving myself in all the class gatherings/barbecues/sentosa/whatnot because, well, there are just so many other things i could be doing.
on a priority list of one to ten it probably ranks somewhere along 9 because i will only go if 1) it doesnt clash with any dance thing i have 2) i dont think i can use the time to do anything else beneficial 3) i can get a ride there so i dont have to walk a gazillion miles to the nearest bus stop 4) i feel like it.
seldom does any such gathering/event satisfy those 4 criteria so i dont go.
NOT being antisocial.
anyway the phone and facebook and blogging were invented for a reason, right.
and there's still prom.
(which derrick and co are performing at! to my great surprise.)
so much for a nice, relaxing holiday. bleh.
