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2011-02-04 11:50 p.m.
has to be the most unenthusiastic and uninspiring new year ive ever heard.
the only thing i feel inspired (or rather grimly determined, not inspired) to do is work towards my goal until i get it, and to try to prevent anything including my own sad self from getting in the way of achieving that.
gloomy months ahead.
what was supposed to be fun isnt fun anymore, its work.
there is like nothing to look forward to.
ugh.
