sfdf graduation
2010-06-20 12:27 a.m.
yesssss its OVER and i survived!!!!!!!!!
im so pleased with myself, as im sure you realized.
i didnt screw up anything (well ok once for lyrical hip hop but that was because my cap flew off and i was so distracted thinking yanqing was going to kill me that i skipped one move and went straight to the next) didnt forget any costume item (barring the box shorts but i managed to borrow a pair anyway) didnt over-expose myself (umm costume changes dont count) despite the over-exposing costumes and am ALIVE (yes no qualifiers there).
this performance was the very least enjoyable there ever was because i was so focused on doing everything right and with all the energy possible whilst keeping in mind that i still had many many items and so couldnt blow all the energy off immediately and also remembering that almost before the present item was over i had to take off/put on/pin on 2 million different costume and accessory items to make sure i was in the next costume in time so yea, it was really really taxing.
but despite that i managed to laugh at a very very terrifying panicky point of time because brenda said 'there's no point going oh my gosh when you're already half naked in the middle of the corridor'.
come to think of it setting up my base there wasnt the smartest idea.
that was rly a terrible moment because i stripped off the una dress without thinking (my mind was focused on everything i had to wear, not what i was NOT wearing) and suddenly realized i was standing in the corridor wearing a flimsy bra and box shorts with strangers walking here and there.
and that was when the oh my gosh came in, kind of too late.
but that was still nowhere as terrifying and/or panicky as the transition between brenda's hip hop and bachata.
having completely (like seriously COMPLETELY) depleted my energy already doing womanizer bottle pop and the hellish tear it up which is like an energy-sucking device i had to run back in a wobbly sweaty mess and, let me list this out:
1)take off tank top which i had safety pinned to my bra because it had a great tendency to slip
2)take off cargo pants which was belted on because it ALSO had a tendency to slip
3)put on the extremely flimsy leopard print dress for bachata which ALSO HAD to be pinned on because it had a huge liability of exposing its wearer's butt
4)put on the irritating fishnet stockings which are so hard to pull on
5)put on the black choker which isnt rly a choker but a black ribbon safety pinned (note: PINNED again) at the back
6)stuff my feet into heels one size too small because i always choose those for the added tightness and security (ok, my problem)
7)dab those heels in water because i cant stand the slipperiness otherwise (ok also my problem).
8)pull the sheer black gloves up because i rolled it down for the hip hop before that
is it really a big surprise that, after having just gone through a very intense hip hop and then had my mind so stressed out over getting into the next costume in time i wasnt rly in the right frame of mind for a softer slower dance like bachata?
during the dance i went very, very close to tapping my feet because i was rly impatient at how things were moving so sloooooow suddenly but caught myself in time.
as a result i think i was backleading....(more than usual).
but oh well whats done is done.
after that was cabaret which has left absolutely no impression on me.
after everything i didnt social dance much because i was just tired and cranky and not in the mood.
the thought of jazz tmr morning is not very appealing right now.
well more when i get THE VIDEOS!!!!
and pictures, i suppose.
