saddity
2013-04-17 3:00 p.m.
i've spent pretty much the whole afternoon of the past 2 days reading my past blog entries.
and it is times like these that make me feel so glad i blogged, because i wouldn't be able to remember 1/10 the things i did when i was a young 2-dimensional stick figure if i didn't.
and i only wish bloody imageshack didn't screw up 3/4 the images i uploaded :(
oh i believe that is the first smiley (sadey?) i've used in this blog.
anyway, i realize i used to write about my daily activities rather than vague, sweeping statements about life and boring shit like i do now.
which probably wouldnt entertain future me reading this when she's bored again half as much as the kiddy blow-by-blow accounts did.
about playing freeze and melt, hanging off the exercise bars in the fitness corner, sneaking to xen for classes, first attempts at spinning, trying to sweep money off the wishing wall in school, boo-ing everyone i could, giving names like 'dodo' 'fum' 'fluffy' 'hay' to everyone i met etc.
what happened to the good old days where i did more than go to work, go to gym, go for training, go to sleep?
mmmm.
i was a stick figure of more words back then.
more social life and leisure activities too.
but anyway! the old must exit for the new to enter.
but i can, however, retain some of the old by blogging blow-by-blow accounts of my life again!
so another 8 years on i can remember my 21-year-old life in more than just vague sweeping depressing statements.
so what did i do yesterday, mm.
well yesterday there was a digression from the usual routine, because we did our training in the afternoon, at lunch, instead of at night.
yea we decided to shake things up and really went overboard there, didnt we.
it was, thankfully, a much more fruitful practice compared to the one the night before that because SOMEBODY *ahem ahem* wasn't in good shape and led rather badly.
but thou shalt not dwell on the past (because thou will get annoyed and feel like smacking said somebody for being so defensive still!).
the good thing is, we managed to work most of the kinks in fuego out, and managed to FINALLY do a HALF RUN!
sounds really stupid but with the way things have been going recently, an uneventful half run is something to celebrate already.
what with the falling sick (yes it was another terrible bout, future self! we don't know what's wrong with our body and why its reacting so badly to simple flu nowadays! 'twas aches pains nausea nausea boredom boredom boredom depression again sniff sniff) and then getting the terrible muscleaches the week after that (we gymmed and ran and apparently the stupid body was not ready for that yet, poo) 'twas quite a struggle getting back to practice again.
we have also been getting so bored of this daily routine and becoming so un-inspired and un-motivated. in case you don't remember, future self, we've been doing this bloody boring routine for 4.5 months already, since the f***ing internship started. besides the work-gym-practice shit, we also try to practice our basic step in the toilet at work (har-har, more about that later) and do weights on the days that we don't gym. and also we try to do some self-practice before the usual training as well.
we felt pretty good about our self-discipline and the amount of training we're doing initially, but after about 3 months we stopped feeling so motivated and started being all mopey and sad :(
but that's why we have this exciting thing planned for the weekend!!!
oh but more about THAT (and the toilet training har-har-har) later, im supposed to be doing a blow-by-blow account of yesterday, am i not?
so yes, back to that.
mmm. well we had lunch after that (so exciting!!) and then i....went back to work.
hmmm maybe i shouldn't this recount thing. it really is depressingly boring.
ok well i'd talk about the toilet training then!
because moi has been feeling so bored cooped up at work all day (8 hours!) with only about 15 minutes worth of work allocated to her, moi has decided to make use of her time by going to practice moi's basic step in the toilet!
unfortunately of course, the toilet is a PUBLIC area (news flash!) and moi has to constantly be on high alert to make sure that nobody barges in on moi practicing, which would be extremely embarrassing and hilarious (embarrassing to moi, hilarious to whoever catches this).
therefore moi has an effective system of cooping herself up in the last cubicle of the toilet (very original if i do say so myself) practicing her body movement drills until the rest of the restroom clears and moi can come out and do basic step again!
unfortunately at certain times (moi has yet to ascertain what these certain times of high toilet traffic are) the restroom is flooded by ladies busy chatting and checking themselves out and moi ends up being trapped in the cubicle for a period of time which probably isn't very long but feels that way when one is stuck in a toilet cubicle.
tis a really stupid situation which moi sees no way out of if she wants to continue making full use of her time.
and with that moi is feeling sad about her fate again :((((
*sniff sniff*
ok the blog entry ends here because im too sad to continue :(
but just as an end-off, here's a little excerpt i found from an entry 5 years ago! where 2-dimensional-stick-figure-me expressed her desire to have a fixed partner :)
but i was really impressed watching him dance with lei hoi because they kept eye contact almost constantly (and not in a way that makes the audience want to look away like when some ppl dance bachata), but more in a cute romantic kind of way.
seeing them spurred me and dionne on in a quest to find a permanent partner to train with (but only in the distant, distant future, after A levels) since it seems so much more fun to just train with one person as compared to social dancing with a million.
