swingin'
2010-08-05 1:33 a.m.
after playing with some fun newly installed apparatus in xen today i have increased respect for people who are adept at maneuvering said installed apparatus because it is really not as easy as it looks.
in fact it is downright tough.
i still dont get it.
it looked sooooo easy and effortless.
but in reality when skin and metal come into contact it HURTS.
and its like deja vu from my pre-dance days because im re-experiencing the same miscommunication between my mind and body which i havent felt in some time.
like my mind knows what to do but when it comes to my body and that stupid apparatus it just doesnt work.
so what should have sailed smoothly went OUCH and AHHH and WHY DOES IT HURT SO MUCH????
i now start to question my physical fitness because i realize i have massive difficulties with things that the people in the videos seem to be able to do with such ease and comfort.
it really makes me wonder what all those crunches and pushups during jazz class were for, if i cant do stuff like that which OTHER PEOPLE can do.
and the aftermath was worse.
it got to the point where dionne found the weight of a cookie 'heavier than normal'.
(yes at that point of time there was only ONE cookie in the bag because i had already eaten the other. and you still found it heavy.)
i dont want to go to sleep because i know when i wake up my arms are going to hurt.
aah.
