Bs and Bs
2010-04-16 12:15 a.m.
because i am trying to stop bitching about people, i will not slam my parents on my blog.
though honestly the temptation is sooooooo high.
i will instead just say that going to university and, most importantly, LIVING IN A HOSTEL, will be like going to wonderland.
all of those things that they have always been in the way of, i will be able to do.
and its not like i want much.
i want to be able to go to xen like a normal person and not have to deal with shit like 'you're going AGAIN? why AGAIN?' almost every single time.
i want to be able to stay late for training and have my full focus there instead of perpetually being interrupted by 2 million screaming phone calls and and actually stay until the end of training instead of having to make excuses and leave early EVERYTIME because of smses like 'we're here already, come down NOW.'
i want to be able to social properly for as long as i like without having to worry that people will pop up and drag me away in the middle of dancing.
i DONT want to have the prospect of going to union closed off to me until i am MARRIED.
i DONT want to have to start sweating internally whenever there is a performance or competition because i'd have to think of reasons to defer some people from watching because they'd get the wrong idea for sure and then put it in their minds to ban me from going to xen.
i DONT want to be woken up by yelling because there was a smidgen of makeup left on my eyes because i missed a spot when i cleaned it off yesterday.
and really, im tired of having to keep declaring that i dont take drugs.
i want to be able to use the toilet in peace without people banging on the door demanding to know what im doing in there.
is that so much to ask?
